Holla I'm TRULY back!! :D
Today, I am a fresh graduate from ITB majoring in Chemical Engineering, still looking for a decent job :')
I decided to start writing again, for real, this time haha..
Let me keep you updated with my current life :)
Now I'm back to my parents' house in Cinere. It's actually at the border between Depok and Jakarta so every time I'm asked about where I come from, I always answer Jakarta hahaha.. My life has never been in Depok anyway.. My old room has gone, invaded by my lil sis who is not willing even to share the room with me .__. I sleep in mum's room and my desk is placed 'temporarily' in the same room. Thank to mum for the idea n efforts. No one else would act, of course -__-
I already have someone in life, I mean someone I love who loves me back too. We're kinda in a relationship. We are, but there's no exact date as to when we started dating. Just happens. I am really glad that I've moved on from the darkness and that I'm living this healthy relationship in peace :D Sure, it's not always easy, there was a time when we got separated, I might talk about that later, but now we're already convinced with each other to take this seriously. I've known his parents, he's known mine. I've been to his home, he's been to mine. We're happy, and the most important thing of all, I don't feel addicted. I'm still striving to become an independent woman. I have my own life and he has his. My happiness is not his responsibility ;)
As I said before, I'm still looking for a decent job. I'll write for sure about my adventure in searching for the right job, the one God has planned for me, when I get it. Right now I'm still trying to look everywhere hahahaha..
I found a new hobby: COOKING! Hahahaha.. I am actually influenced by my best friends in college, Mario & Tia, they're good at it and I was just inspired hahaha.. I tried to make some, turned out I really enjoy doing that :D
Well, not everything is okay though.. Some bad things happened too. The highlight? Cynthia kinda ended our friendship. Said she couldn't stand of people moving forward while she's not. Said it wasn't my fault. And left. Just like that. Citra said she had been keeping distance with people around her, being super sensitive, and having shut down moments. I originally planned to send her an anonymous birthday cake, but Citra let it out before I explained everything to her. Cynthia shut down as expected. It wasn't really Citra's fault though. I'll still try to do that, with a change on the cake. I'm still thinking about the perfect thing that could be given at this moment :/
God, please bless her n watch over her. Strengthen her and guide her with every step she's taking. Please let her know that she's not alone and she's never should been alone...
Hmm, I think that's enough for catching up. I'll try my best not to disappear again this time hahaha.. See ya when I see ya! ;D
God bless :)
Let me keep you updated with my current life :)
Now I'm back to my parents' house in Cinere. It's actually at the border between Depok and Jakarta so every time I'm asked about where I come from, I always answer Jakarta hahaha.. My life has never been in Depok anyway.. My old room has gone, invaded by my lil sis who is not willing even to share the room with me .__. I sleep in mum's room and my desk is placed 'temporarily' in the same room. Thank to mum for the idea n efforts. No one else would act, of course -__-
I already have someone in life, I mean someone I love who loves me back too. We're kinda in a relationship. We are, but there's no exact date as to when we started dating. Just happens. I am really glad that I've moved on from the darkness and that I'm living this healthy relationship in peace :D Sure, it's not always easy, there was a time when we got separated, I might talk about that later, but now we're already convinced with each other to take this seriously. I've known his parents, he's known mine. I've been to his home, he's been to mine. We're happy, and the most important thing of all, I don't feel addicted. I'm still striving to become an independent woman. I have my own life and he has his. My happiness is not his responsibility ;)
As I said before, I'm still looking for a decent job. I'll write for sure about my adventure in searching for the right job, the one God has planned for me, when I get it. Right now I'm still trying to look everywhere hahahaha..
I found a new hobby: COOKING! Hahahaha.. I am actually influenced by my best friends in college, Mario & Tia, they're good at it and I was just inspired hahaha.. I tried to make some, turned out I really enjoy doing that :D
Well, not everything is okay though.. Some bad things happened too. The highlight? Cynthia kinda ended our friendship. Said she couldn't stand of people moving forward while she's not. Said it wasn't my fault. And left. Just like that. Citra said she had been keeping distance with people around her, being super sensitive, and having shut down moments. I originally planned to send her an anonymous birthday cake, but Citra let it out before I explained everything to her. Cynthia shut down as expected. It wasn't really Citra's fault though. I'll still try to do that, with a change on the cake. I'm still thinking about the perfect thing that could be given at this moment :/
God, please bless her n watch over her. Strengthen her and guide her with every step she's taking. Please let her know that she's not alone and she's never should been alone...
Hmm, I think that's enough for catching up. I'll try my best not to disappear again this time hahaha.. See ya when I see ya! ;D
God bless :)
